Yeah, so you want to see the pictures. BAD! Go to photojournals, this is where I post the majority of my pictures.

That is all.

Well, I am so drunk that it is taking me a really long time to type this out, I think I forgot how to type. I used to type so fast. Anyhow. The party tonight I was good. It did have a few kinks in it. And I swore to god that the cop was going to get us (thanks sam). Aside all of the kinks, it was good. We had a good time, and I got some really good pictures (I think). I will have to wait until I am sober again to post them. I don’t want anything I wont regret.

Today was a strange day in my life. I don’t know why today had to exist but it did. For starters, I got up this morning and everything seemed different. My room was different, my house was different. Everything had a different feel to it. Anyway, my car is still not ready. It probably won’t be ready until Monday. Sucks for me. I hate depending on my parents to get me around. I like to use my moms car, but I don’t like it because it is not my own.

I would like to take this time to say some things that I can’t say in person. Mom, no matter how much shit goes on with me, I still love you. Dad. Well, humm, your okay too.

I was thinking about going out tonight. In fact I think I will. Things seem so much easier to handle when I take time out for me. I also get to take nice pictures and think about things that I like to think about. Its kind of like frozen butter.

Other than that. I must be on my way. Special thanks to Narcotic_Dream. She always updates her journal, and I always like to read it. Other special thanks goes to sOmaweary, he is strange indeed, but when it comes right down to it, he makes sense.

I AM 69% GEEK.

Nerd, Freak, Geek, Dweeb. Sound familiar?
That’s okay, cause I will be the richest
person at my 15th year high-school reunion.
If a “con” isn’t happening that weekend.

Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!

I AM 38% GOTH.

Goth by night, normal by day. Deep in my
heart I know I am evil, but not on the
company’s time. I do need to eat.

Take the GOTH Test at Fuali.com!

I AM 30% PUNK.

Well, I may know what punk is, but… Okay
maybe some people think I am punk, but is
that enough? Nope.

Take the PUNK/POSER Test at Fuali.com!

I am freezing my ass off in the Aumnibus room. I told Erika last night (this morning) that I would have my article finished today, and I fell asleep. When I woke up, I read my article and hated it, so I had to come here early enough write an entire new article, but no need to worry, it is done. I have damned the Evil Satanic Views of the Demonic Empire that is Microsoft. Yeah, I know, I still use Windows, but I also use Linux and Mac and Java, so I am okay. Anyhow, I think I must warm up with a cigarette so later you crazy crazy people.

Today, I had to take a deliever of 125 pizzas to Brewbaker Primary School. Humm, you may say, well, maybe they were feeding the childern pizza for lunch. No.
It turns out that they were having some fall festival. Damn, too many kids, too many pizzas, not enough pay.
All Ihave to say is that the $15 I got as a tip wasn’t enough.
This is the first post I have ever made using the mIRC client. It is pretty cool. A little different, and kind of hard to use, but hell it worked didn’t it. I am always up for trying out new clients that work under Windows (_{piece of shit})

I have got this great idea. I want to save up some money (after I save up money for my car, and for the apartment) I want to get a digital video camera. I have this idea that hasn’t gone away in over a month, so I know I still want to do it. I am going to do an auto-documentary on my daily life. But I want to make it with an artistic feel to it. That is why I will be taking both 35 mm and digital photos and fixing them in the film. This is not going to be some overnight job, this is going to be something that will take a long time, and possibly take a bit of money. Here are a list of things I will need, and of things I already have.
Already Have

Computer
Digital Cameras (2)
Analog Camera
Sound Editing Software

Need

Digital Video Camera
G4 Macintosh computer (great for image and video editing)
DVD burner
Domain Name with webspace

I feel quite sick. I wish someone would just shoot me, okay, I feel like I have a head cold with sever eating problems. I just wish that my thoughts could come out smoothly. Sometimes I wanna know what I don’t wanna know. And then there are times when I want to walk on water. But still other times when I want to walk on the water then fall about half way across and drown.