Just shoot me in my head, I am so bored that I can’t even contain myself. So bored. So very very bored.

You’re loyal to your friends and family. You try not to let people know when you don’t like them, because you try you best to treat everyone equally. You’re not a leader, you tend to follow orders and respect those who tell you what to do. You’re smart and a quick thinker. You take life as its handed to you, and try to make the best of it. You’re constantly surrounded by friends and family, and you’re a respectable person.

Wow, I haven’t updated in a long time. Jesus! Time, I haven’t had much of that either. So here goes. For the last week I have been staying out with friends and having fun. I have been working on the paper, not being able to get the website working because I can’t get the damn images to work. I haven’t talked to Bret in a long time. I feel horrible about that. We should go to IHOP or something sometime soon.

While at work today Brandon and I got into a Religion debate… Well, not a debate perhaps, more of a questioning. To sum it up, I pretty much felt like I did on October 31^st 2001

The subject pretty much explains it. I am bored. I have nothing to do except sit at a computer and type my life away. I suppose there is nothing wrong with that. I mean that is why brad made this medium. So that people could express what is happening in one’s life. But I don’t suppose that boredom is something that should be expressed. It is quite plain. nothing more to it, just plainess. So here I am in my little bubble. I have been thinking lately of all the people that I have done wrong. I have also thought of all of the people that I dated. It makes my life seem so much more… Whats the word… depressing.
I guess I am just not dating material at the moment. I thought about that when I was talking to Erika the other night. We started talking about all of the people we dated, and the things we did. The people that we had casual sex with. (Casual Sex, that is another somewhat depressing thing, but I guess I will talk about that later.) So now everynight when I go to bed alone, or when I wake up without somebody next to my side, I can linger on the feeling. Lonliness has always gotten the best of me. I don’t know. I am never with anybody, but I am always with people. I guess I am not the type to settle down just yet, even thought that is what I want to do the most right now. I guess it is just not in me.

I was supposed to meet for coffee right now, but for some unknown reason he didn’t get any sleep. Oh well, it is cool with me. I don’t mind. I am going for some tea right now.

Happy Birthday Cody… I think I am still in time?

I just got back from seeing Lord of the Rings, not a bad movie. I thought they could have done better on a few scenes, but hell, overall, it was a fantastic movie.
The movie itself is quite long. Almost 3 hours, but well worth the time of day.