The subject pretty much explains it. I am bored. I have nothing to do except sit at a computer and type my life away. I suppose there is nothing wrong with that. I mean that is why brad made this medium. So that people could express what is happening in one’s life. But I don’t suppose that boredom is something that should be expressed. It is quite plain. nothing more to it, just plainess. So here I am in my little bubble. I have been thinking lately of all the people that I have done wrong. I have also thought of all of the people that I dated. It makes my life seem so much more… Whats the word… depressing.
I guess I am just not dating material at the moment. I thought about that when I was talking to Erika the other night. We started talking about all of the people we dated, and the things we did. The people that we had casual sex with. (Casual Sex, that is another somewhat depressing thing, but I guess I will talk about that later.) So now everynight when I go to bed alone, or when I wake up without somebody next to my side, I can linger on the feeling. Lonliness has always gotten the best of me. I don’t know. I am never with anybody, but I am always with people. I guess I am not the type to settle down just yet, even thought that is what I want to do the most right now. I guess it is just not in me.
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