The walls of Montgomery have been closing in on me for the past few days. I think I just need to take a small road trip. I was thinking I should go to the gulf. You know. Chill at the beach for a few hours. Go to Target to get some things. Drive back. Some time on the road would suit me well right about now. It may just fill a void in my life.

Cleaned out my closet today. Man it needed it. I found almost 20 years worth of shit in that damn thing. I am happy that not only have I gotten it out of my room, but out of my life as well. Tomorrow’s mission, if I choose to accept it… Cleaning under the bed.

With a glass of red merlot, listening to ambient music, and just plain wasting time.
Too many things to think about these days.
Too many worries to stress over.
I just need to take the simple things in life and get back to the basics.
If I don’t, I will drive myself crazy

Dana, Sam, The night was great. I had lots of fun. Just as long as you keep playing that good shit, I will be happy. I may have stayed out too late. (too late? NEVER) So, the next time you guys decide to throw another shindig like tonight, let me know and I am there.

So it seems Richard is in a bad mood. Or, lets not call it a bad mood. Lets just call it an off day. You know the type. The ones that sneek up on you and smack you with ill-to-do’s and make you cut down trees and have sex with people that you have never met. Ah, yes, it all seems fun when you start, but once you get going the train derails and people suck. I know, I know. But you must see it from my perspective.

Two guys were beating the shit out of each other while I was leaving Erika’s house. It was right on the corner of College St. and E. Fairview. This guy was leaning into the passenger side window of this other guys car, then he started punching him in the head. The car sped away, and turned onto Agnew, to pull onto Navaro. He stopped there. The other guy, then got back into his car and began to hit his steering column. I drove around the block several times to see what was going on. Noticing that both of them thought I was suspicious, I left.

Finally got what I consider a decent version of the Aumnbus web site up. I call it version 3.126.983.001b

Ah, again, I am going to be late for work. This sucks.

Tired. Just tired. I can’t find my glasses which are absolutely necessary to my vision in the morning. Now I have to put my contacts in. They never work in the morning. They are always too dry, or they burn, or they itch.
Does anybody want to give me a Job? I can do just about anything.
I give up. Maybe I will just quit my job when school is over, and take a two week vacation into the smokey’s. I could hike the entire AT. That would only take a week, so I would need something else to do up there. Hum, maybe I will just go down to Joyce Kilmer and hike there. I just hate my current situation in life. I wish I could make things better.

I might have possibly maybe quit my job today. But it is okay.
I have been extremely depressed lately. I don’t know why. I can’t help it. I hope I don’t have to go back on to my medicine again. Oh, and this just pissed me off.

South Mississippi Judge Says Gays and Lesbians Should be in Mental Institutions
April 02, 2002 -

On March 28, 2002 the George County Times published a Letter to the Editor by George County Justice Court Judge Connie Wilkerson.
In the letter, Judge Wilkerson stated that gays and lesbians should be put in mental institutes and also stated his disagreement with laws that protect gays and lesbians or that give gays and lesbians the same rights as non-homosexual people.
This is in complete violation of the Mississippi Judicial Code as adopted by the Mississippi Supreme Court and casts a bad light on the Judge’s ability to not discriminate against gays or lesbians that may come before him in court. Mississippi Judicial Code also states that no judge shall discriminate against any defendant or complainants based on sexual orientation.

Fuck them all is what I say.