How does one respond to such a candid view into ones life? I don’t even know if it is possible for me to do it here. Or maybe, if you could pry open my head, and sift around all of the memories, and thoughts, contemplations, pictures, songs, feelings, and pains you could understand how I might feel in this situation. The words I might say, and who knows, if you dug around deep enough, you might just see the emotion I am having right now. But of course, you would be fooling yourself. It is obvious that I have been caught off guard. Not in a bad way, mind you. The same way one might be when he is speechless. Like the receival of incredibly good news. You don’t shout, you don’t jump, you just sit there with your jaw on the floor in awe of the person you admire the most.
We did indeed have the “move-in” talk. (And yes, I agree too, it is best to wait.)
But I do still wonder what is going to happen to us in the next few years, hell, in the next few months. Will you get tired of me, will you walk away? I have decided not to worry about these variables. I just don’t want to be long-term number three. But I will always remember 1236 912002
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Are you trying to be Joyce Carol Oates?????????
No, but two Nobel Prize nominations aint bad!
I really don’t reccomend living together. It can make a sticky situation if you break up. Trust me, I know.