I could use a good stiff drink right about now.

Went to see LOTR last night, it was damn good. Only 3 hours long though, I was disapointed!
Saw, Lady Day at Emerson’s Bar & Grill at ASF tonight and it was okay, mediocre at best. It just didn’t appeal to me. I don’t know why, others seemed to enjoy it, but I thought it was just okay.
Work tomorrow on some new project at work, if it works out there could be a promotion in my future.

Christmas, the mall, shopping, I am not into much of it, but I was able to get a few things done today, I got gifts for Erika, Erin, and my mother, so that only leaves a couple more people to buy for, then this christmas season will be over with, christmas day will be here, and than of course that will be over, and then after that, we have only New Year’s to look forward to. Ah, then the winter season blues will have faded away.

I don’t want to work, I never want to see another fucking sole in a fucking cubical for as long as I live. when will I haver get myself together, I think I am going through anther down. This is my second one in the last 3 weeks. and they suck, I can’t even write correctly ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh pull my hair out, make me bleed. just kick the shit out of me.